Never Said

What would you do?

The day will come and

You'll wonder,

where did I go?

How long did it take

You to notice

Where I've been?

Anywhere, but there.

I found myself fighting and fighting,

Then starving for what I couldn't have.

Selfish? Yes, but I wanted not to be.

I tried.

I gave and wanted equal in return,

But I knew that

Wasn't possible.

I settled for some, but the

Eggshells crumpled.

Completely.

I was running towards it all,

But then saw that you

Couldn't care.

I ran passed it, and wondered

Will you notice

I'm not there?

You are not sad, but

Distracted.

You feel my steps taking me

Farther and farther away

With each beat of your heart,

But can you tell

What is missing?

I am.

I already miss you

But I don't know how to turn around.

Everything has disappeared, except

The road.

I don't know where it's taking me.

Knees to the floor

I hope

You'll be somewhere along the way.

I can not be afraid of loss...

But may I ask,

What would you do?